I actually
had the time to clean out the old shed that or on our backyard. That is the
last thing you really cleanout. I can’t even remember if I have ever cleaned
it out since we moved here thirteen years ago.

I also had time
to sort out my comic book collection and put the ones with value in plastic sheets.
You know when you have time to do things like this you really have too much time
on your hands. Lockdown was not fun, but right now my house looks as best as it
ever did, I even had time to build my greenhouse.

But now I feel
the time really has gone too far. I have my projects rolling, many though standstill because of the holidays. I finally feel kind of bored. I was thinking to myself,
why do I feel bored? You have all these small projects that never end, and you
are not in stress. First, I could not pinpoint what it was. Then it hit me.

I am not exposed
to any new music. With the whole thing of Corona, I have been less and less
exposed to new music. No, I don’t sit on any digital channel and flipping
through songs just to find something new. It’s too much crap music for doing
this. Instead, I have been listing to music that already knows. After been
listing to that, I feel tweel I have heard this so I’m fine with it and started
to cut down with listening without thinking about it. I just checked for the past
week I haven’t listen to music at all. I have done some playlisting on the
radio station, but that has just been old hits that I knew from before. So not
just that I’m not exposed to new music I’m really not listening to music
anyway.

And with the
new numbers that come out from different places you can see that I’m not alone
on this phenomenon It seems most people are getting off from the music. It’s
not that they feel like they can enjoy the silence. My guess is that music is something
you on a large scale do together. No party music since you are in lockdown and
don’t really have any parties. You don’t put on party music with yourself. Same
with concerts and other things the music is where you gather people, not so
much alone.

I see many
of my friends has turned over to audiobooks. They had a lot of time listening
to books they haven’t got time for before. Same here you would never go to a party and listen to an audiobook that is something you do when you are alone.

But now I feel
empty. I have done the things that I was behind with. Now I want to get exposed
to new music. Sure, there is a lot of showcase festivals that are online. But
to tell the truth, see live streaming by myself is not an option to bury this empty
feeling. We just must wait until the world is ready again. Then I will meet all
my friends and indulge in some new great music. I just hope my musician’s
friends have prepared a lot of it during this time. I put a lot of hope to them.